I have no idea why I am typing this, but I feel like I have to or want to for some reason..
I believe that reason is ridiculously truth and meaning of life. What I have always wanted to see were "Unidentified Flying Objects", but no matter how hard I try or how much I hope, I am disappointed. Disappointed of myself.....There is so much more to this...
Being disappointing to yourself means that you blame yourself for your thoughts and future..
idk what the fuck I am saying I AM HIGH..
Females:
KnaDz + Her friend
MiRAnda H.
Alizee Jacotey
etc....
It sucks to know that if it is the end of humanity, world, our dimension, I am always going to remember that I never been like JS....The confidence, vocabulary, facial focus, connection, territory, mark, moves, dance, class, etc....
Sucks to know I will never accomplished the things I hoped to do sometime in my life......
That is why I believe in the change that we will soon take a big leap
onto. December....
At times I think about my grandparents from the M side of the
family, and my grandparents from the H side of the family.
Anyways, I just want to say thanks for everything that was
given to me in my life: Survival, Experience, Love, Birth, Memories, Dreams, and Passion.
Hope to soon join and bring humanity together. To fix all of
humanities problems and weaknesses. To be free and powerful in love, peace, and harmony.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Sunday, August 12, 2012
BACK TO SQUARE 1 : START OF SOMETHING NEW (Pg.1)
August 8th or 9th (put my money on 9th)
The day when I first had my REAL break up, OFFICIAL. I couldn't believe it today when it hit me (august 12, 2012. 12:30AM
LIFE is crazy. Reality is crazy. I feel like a child just learning about these things, slowly growing. I cried tonight (aug. 12), and my heart hurts because I miss her. I miss her face, her cheeks, her eyes, her hair, her teeth, HER BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything
I feel it in my heart. 2010 was PURE FUN & EXCITEMENT. EVERYTHING WAS NEW. ALL OF MY EXPERIENCES, from the stripper to when I had my first kiss, makeout, etc...
2012 SUMMER, JUNE-AUGUST
THINGS SLOWLY MADE ITS WAY TO THE POINT WHERE IT WANTED TO REACH, THE END.
THE END OF A RELATIONSHIP THAT COULDN'T GET TOGETHER FULLY, WHEN EVERYTIME THERE WAS REALITY DRILLING THE WALLS OF MY TRUE HOPE & FAITH.
WORK AND SCHOOL WAS HER GOAL. HER MISSION WAS TO TAKE CARE OF IT ALL SO SHE CAN HAVE A GOOD LIFE, FINANCIALLY AND OTHER THINGS THAT DON'T NEED WORRYING. I DON'T BLAME HER, I WOULD DO THE SAME. AND I WILL...
ALL THESE SIGNS, HER BIRTHDAY THAT I WOULD MISS OR COULDN'T GIVE HER ANYTHING THAT MUCH.....THE ANNIVERSARIES WOULD BE SAD AT TIMES AND BAD.
IM GLAD LIGHTENING DIDN'T JUST STRIKE ME RIGHT AWAY....I KNEW IT WAS SLOWLY
GETTING TO THE END...NOT BECAUSE IT WAS A BAD RELATIONSHIP...BUT BECAUSE IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN. THERE'S THINGS THAT I WANT TO COMPLETE IN MY LIFE:
COLLEGE/MAKE NEW FRIENDS/GO TO UNIVERSITY/MAKE NEW FRIENDS/HAVE FUN
BECOME A MUSIC PRODUCER/HAVE FUN
MAKE NEW FRIENDS FROM MUSIC INDUSTRY/HAVE FUN
AND DEFINITELY, MOST IMPORTANT. LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
BE A FATHER WITH A BEAUTIFUL SON OR DAUGHTER...
HOPE WE BECOME GREAT FRIENDS..
HOPE TO SEE HER AGAIN IN THE NEAR FUTURE...
L.I.F.E.
The day when I first had my REAL break up, OFFICIAL. I couldn't believe it today when it hit me (august 12, 2012. 12:30AM
LIFE is crazy. Reality is crazy. I feel like a child just learning about these things, slowly growing. I cried tonight (aug. 12), and my heart hurts because I miss her. I miss her face, her cheeks, her eyes, her hair, her teeth, HER BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything
I feel it in my heart. 2010 was PURE FUN & EXCITEMENT. EVERYTHING WAS NEW. ALL OF MY EXPERIENCES, from the stripper to when I had my first kiss, makeout, etc...
2012 SUMMER, JUNE-AUGUST
THINGS SLOWLY MADE ITS WAY TO THE POINT WHERE IT WANTED TO REACH, THE END.
THE END OF A RELATIONSHIP THAT COULDN'T GET TOGETHER FULLY, WHEN EVERYTIME THERE WAS REALITY DRILLING THE WALLS OF MY TRUE HOPE & FAITH.
WORK AND SCHOOL WAS HER GOAL. HER MISSION WAS TO TAKE CARE OF IT ALL SO SHE CAN HAVE A GOOD LIFE, FINANCIALLY AND OTHER THINGS THAT DON'T NEED WORRYING. I DON'T BLAME HER, I WOULD DO THE SAME. AND I WILL...
ALL THESE SIGNS, HER BIRTHDAY THAT I WOULD MISS OR COULDN'T GIVE HER ANYTHING THAT MUCH.....THE ANNIVERSARIES WOULD BE SAD AT TIMES AND BAD.
IM GLAD LIGHTENING DIDN'T JUST STRIKE ME RIGHT AWAY....I KNEW IT WAS SLOWLY
GETTING TO THE END...NOT BECAUSE IT WAS A BAD RELATIONSHIP...BUT BECAUSE IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN. THERE'S THINGS THAT I WANT TO COMPLETE IN MY LIFE:
COLLEGE/MAKE NEW FRIENDS/GO TO UNIVERSITY/MAKE NEW FRIENDS/HAVE FUN
BECOME A MUSIC PRODUCER/HAVE FUN
MAKE NEW FRIENDS FROM MUSIC INDUSTRY/HAVE FUN
AND DEFINITELY, MOST IMPORTANT. LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
BE A FATHER WITH A BEAUTIFUL SON OR DAUGHTER...
HOPE WE BECOME GREAT FRIENDS..
HOPE TO SEE HER AGAIN IN THE NEAR FUTURE...
L.I.F.E.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
ALEJANDRO's ERA
Promises / Goals / Dreams /
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Music Producer
Music Composer
Music Songwriter
Learn Piano, Guitar, Trumpet, Drums, Congo, Salsa/Merengue/Latin Instruments, etc...
Travel: Bahamas, Miami, Florida, New York, Mexico, Spain (Barcelona), Ibiza, Amsterdam, Portugal, Paris, Brazil, etc...
Create Remixes, Bootlegs, Originals, Collaborations.
Study English & Spanish. Become a professional on both.
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Music Producer
Music Composer
Music Songwriter
Learn Piano, Guitar, Trumpet, Drums, Congo, Salsa/Merengue/Latin Instruments, etc...
Travel: Bahamas, Miami, Florida, New York, Mexico, Spain (Barcelona), Ibiza, Amsterdam, Portugal, Paris, Brazil, etc...
Create Remixes, Bootlegs, Originals, Collaborations.
Study English & Spanish. Become a professional on both.
Friday, July 20, 2012
HELPFUL LINKS
http://netforbeginners.about.com/gi/o.htm?zi=1/XJ&zTi=1&sdn=netforbeginners&cdn=compute&tm=663&f=00&su=p284.13.342.ip_p504.6.342.ip_&tt=3&bt=1&bts=1&zu=http%3A//www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2011/01/25/must-read-books-happiness/
http://netforbeginners.about.com/gi/o.htm?zi=1/XJ&zTi=1&sdn=netforbeginners&cdn=compute&tm=613&f=00&su=p284.13.342.ip_p504.6.342.ip_&tt=3&bt=1&bts=1&zu=http%3A//www.ted.com/talks%3Flang%3Den%26event%3D%26duration%3D%26sort%3Dinspiring%26tag%3D
http://www.pickthebrain.com/blog/5-simple-ways-to-make-the-most-of-your-intelligence/
https://ssl.bbc.co.uk/labuk/experiments/
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Beginning of a new L.I.F.E.
2010 - 2011
June 05 2010, it was the year of love at first felt, but I never had a love at first sight. When I was little I used to be the definition of shy, and in the past I thought I gotten better, but I haven't. I thought I have but now that I can see with my eyes, things started to change, not for the good, but for the worse.
Anyways, that was the year of love and intimacy with a girl, a girl named Melinda Barajas.
She was pure beauty and an angel. The scent of her made me love her more. But what I love so much that it breaks my heart is her body, her soft skin that I would lay my head on. Her hair is also something I love, but what I adore is her teeth, with her cute dimples, its something that has warmth my heart.
She's been there for me, helped me, and most importantly, loved me. I remember when I would visit her house for the first time, makes me cry just going back to the past instead of accepting the present. But, it just felt like heaven for the first time. I seemed like I felt my soul. She really stoled my heart.
I remember when she first said she loved me, and that I said she shouldn't say that and that it was too early to say such a thing, which made her cry. But I had to, I didn't really know her fully, no knowledge of her life. After those times, I would have these strong feelings for her, cause everything was all 1st experience and it was great.
June 05 2010, it was the year of love at first felt, but I never had a love at first sight. When I was little I used to be the definition of shy, and in the past I thought I gotten better, but I haven't. I thought I have but now that I can see with my eyes, things started to change, not for the good, but for the worse.
Anyways, that was the year of love and intimacy with a girl, a girl named Melinda Barajas.
She was pure beauty and an angel. The scent of her made me love her more. But what I love so much that it breaks my heart is her body, her soft skin that I would lay my head on. Her hair is also something I love, but what I adore is her teeth, with her cute dimples, its something that has warmth my heart.
She's been there for me, helped me, and most importantly, loved me. I remember when I would visit her house for the first time, makes me cry just going back to the past instead of accepting the present. But, it just felt like heaven for the first time. I seemed like I felt my soul. She really stoled my heart.
I remember when she first said she loved me, and that I said she shouldn't say that and that it was too early to say such a thing, which made her cry. But I had to, I didn't really know her fully, no knowledge of her life. After those times, I would have these strong feelings for her, cause everything was all 1st experience and it was great.
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