August 8th or 9th (put my money on 9th)
The day when I first had my REAL break up, OFFICIAL. I couldn't believe it today when it hit me (august 12, 2012. 12:30AM
LIFE is crazy. Reality is crazy. I feel like a child just learning about these things, slowly growing. I cried tonight (aug. 12), and my heart hurts because I miss her. I miss her face, her cheeks, her eyes, her hair, her teeth, HER BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
Alicia Keys - Doesn't Mean Anything
I feel it in my heart. 2010 was PURE FUN & EXCITEMENT. EVERYTHING WAS NEW. ALL OF MY EXPERIENCES, from the stripper to when I had my first kiss, makeout, etc...
2012 SUMMER, JUNE-AUGUST
THINGS SLOWLY MADE ITS WAY TO THE POINT WHERE IT WANTED TO REACH, THE END.
THE END OF A RELATIONSHIP THAT COULDN'T GET TOGETHER FULLY, WHEN EVERYTIME THERE WAS REALITY DRILLING THE WALLS OF MY TRUE HOPE & FAITH.
WORK AND SCHOOL WAS HER GOAL. HER MISSION WAS TO TAKE CARE OF IT ALL SO SHE CAN HAVE A GOOD LIFE, FINANCIALLY AND OTHER THINGS THAT DON'T NEED WORRYING. I DON'T BLAME HER, I WOULD DO THE SAME. AND I WILL...
ALL THESE SIGNS, HER BIRTHDAY THAT I WOULD MISS OR COULDN'T GIVE HER ANYTHING THAT MUCH.....THE ANNIVERSARIES WOULD BE SAD AT TIMES AND BAD.
IM GLAD LIGHTENING DIDN'T JUST STRIKE ME RIGHT AWAY....I KNEW IT WAS SLOWLY
GETTING TO THE END...NOT BECAUSE IT WAS A BAD RELATIONSHIP...BUT BECAUSE IT WAS MEANT TO HAPPEN. THERE'S THINGS THAT I WANT TO COMPLETE IN MY LIFE:
COLLEGE/MAKE NEW FRIENDS/GO TO UNIVERSITY/MAKE NEW FRIENDS/HAVE FUN
BECOME A MUSIC PRODUCER/HAVE FUN
MAKE NEW FRIENDS FROM MUSIC INDUSTRY/HAVE FUN
AND DEFINITELY, MOST IMPORTANT. LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
BE A FATHER WITH A BEAUTIFUL SON OR DAUGHTER...
HOPE WE BECOME GREAT FRIENDS..
HOPE TO SEE HER AGAIN IN THE NEAR FUTURE...
L.I.F.E.
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